Worst. Trip. Ever.

[volksdragon]

No, really. It was bad. Hannah was teething, she was sick, she was feverish, she developed a rash. She screamed for 6 of the 8.5 hour trip TO New York and 3.5 of the 7.5 hours back. I fought with EVERYONE, my Mom, my grandmother, my wife, my daughter. I couldn't even enjoy myself with friends I hadn't seen, in one of the places I love the most, my grandmother's house.

I feel like I've really fucked up something, and I'm not sure how to fix it, or if I even can. I really feel like someone else in my own body, I'm doing things which are so uncharacteristic of how I used to be. What the hell has happened to me?

Comments

[sarahparah.livejournal.com]

I have nothing to say but *HUGS* ...

[asmodel.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know what you mean. I've always been a bit of the tempery side, but it's been worse lately. I've been getting grouchy at everything and everyone.

I'd say it's the time of the year that's doing it for us, except it's summer for you so that doesn't scan.

I'll pass I'm sure.