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volksdragon) wrote2002-06-10 12:05 pm
volksdragon) wrote2002-06-10 12:05 pm
Worst. Trip. Ever.
No, really. It was bad. Hannah was teething, she was sick, she was feverish, she developed a rash. She screamed for 6 of the 8.5 hour trip TO New York and 3.5 of the 7.5 hours back. I fought with EVERYONE, my Mom, my grandmother, my wife, my daughter. I couldn't even enjoy myself with friends I hadn't seen, in one of the places I love the most, my grandmother's house.
I feel like I've really fucked up something, and I'm not sure how to fix it, or if I even can. I really feel like someone else in my own body, I'm doing things which are so uncharacteristic of how I used to be. What the hell has happened to me?
I feel like I've really fucked up something, and I'm not sure how to fix it, or if I even can. I really feel like someone else in my own body, I'm doing things which are so uncharacteristic of how I used to be. What the hell has happened to me?
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